*Black Flowers Blossom, Fearless On My Breath, Teardrops On My Fire*
Well Shit...
Im Starting To See Why People Hated The Spanish Inquisition So Much...Surprises Are Not Fun...
However In All Of This I've Discovered Something...I Have Different Ways Of Crying...I've Cried Cause Of Physical Pain And Thats Just Crying...Then Theres The Im Sorry Tears Which Hurt Deep In Your Lungs...Then Theres The Crying Where You Feel You Should Be Crying But Your Not Sure Why That Can Go Two Ways Either Silent Tears Or Big Sobs...Then Theres The Freak Out Tears Which Are Accompanied By The Throwing Of Objects Or The Undeniable Urge To Scream Or Rip Something Which All In All Exhausts You...And Tonight We Add Possibly The Most Painful...The Broken Heart Tears...They Make The Back Of My Throat Hurt...And I Feel I Cant Cry But I Cant Stop Either...They Hurt...I Feel Like Im Gagging...And Theres A Need To Wail...The Need To Curl Up And Just Keep To Myself But At The Same Time The Need To Go And Show People Whats Happening...I Hate These Tears Most Of All...
Ironically...Or Possibly Not Ironically But Im Too Chicken To Ask Now...The Song Of The Day Was Teardrop...Im Not Sure What To Think...Im Not Sure Im Thinking...
It Hurts
Im Starting To See Why People Hated The Spanish Inquisition So Much...Surprises Are Not Fun...
However In All Of This I've Discovered Something...I Have Different Ways Of Crying...I've Cried Cause Of Physical Pain And Thats Just Crying...Then Theres The Im Sorry Tears Which Hurt Deep In Your Lungs...Then Theres The Crying Where You Feel You Should Be Crying But Your Not Sure Why That Can Go Two Ways Either Silent Tears Or Big Sobs...Then Theres The Freak Out Tears Which Are Accompanied By The Throwing Of Objects Or The Undeniable Urge To Scream Or Rip Something Which All In All Exhausts You...And Tonight We Add Possibly The Most Painful...The Broken Heart Tears...They Make The Back Of My Throat Hurt...And I Feel I Cant Cry But I Cant Stop Either...They Hurt...I Feel Like Im Gagging...And Theres A Need To Wail...The Need To Curl Up And Just Keep To Myself But At The Same Time The Need To Go And Show People Whats Happening...I Hate These Tears Most Of All...
Ironically...Or Possibly Not Ironically But Im Too Chicken To Ask Now...The Song Of The Day Was Teardrop...Im Not Sure What To Think...Im Not Sure Im Thinking...
It Hurts
posted by Praestigiae at 12:29 a.m.
1 Comments:
I really sorry hun. I know what youre going through... sucks. lame ass boys.... You know that if you make too big an elastic band ball it will combust because of all the friction? maybe he will spontaneously combust!! right, we're not destroying him..... sorry, hun. If theres anything I can do, know you can call me anytime.
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