In The Middle Of Time...

So I Have Decided To Resurect My Blog...Therefore I Have Deleted All The Crap I Posted And Am Reposting The Fun Stuff...I Need A Place To Rant And Here Seems Good...So I'm Going To Do All Kinds Of Fun Stuff First And At The End Of The Post Rant...If You Don't Like Fun Skip To The Rant...If You Dont Like Rants Just Have Fun...If You Like Neither You Are Clearly In The Wrong Place...

FUN!

I AM: Me?
I WILL ALWAYS: Trust Myself
I MISS: Quebec
I SMELL: Nothing Right Now...
I CRAVE: Answers
I WORRY: Too Much
I REGRET: Not Doing Things
I LOVE: Music
I DANCE: To Crappy Music
I SING: Really Loud When I Drive Alone
I CANT STAND: School
I LOST: Something
I LIKE: If You Dont Already Know You're Outside The Loop
I LISTEN: More Than People Realize
I CAN BE FOUND: Inside My Head
I NEED: My Friends
I KNOW THAT: Things Work Out
I HOPE: Things Start To Work Out
I WANT: Happiness
I AM ALWAYS: Thinking
I CRY: More Than People Think
I FELL: Down
I WILL: Trust
I WONT: Back Down
I THINK: Therefore I Am
I SHOULD: Not Be Afraid
I COULD: Do Anything
I WOULD: Turn Your World Upside Down
I DIDNT: Trust Myself
I LOOK: To The Past To See The Future
I HEAR: Music
I HURT: Seldomly
I HATE: School
I FEAR: Failure
I DONT: Believe Enough
I FEEL: Calm
I CARE: For Others
I AM ALWAYS TRYING TO: Succeed
I HIDE: Alot Of Things
I WRITE: Less Than I Used To...I Should Start Again
I PLAY: In My Mind
I LEARN: From Others
I WILL BE: Strong
I SAY: What I Feel
I DONT THINK: I Have What It Takes
I LOVE TO: Imagine
I ALWAYS: Am Here For You
I HAVE: A Facination With People
I BELIEVE: In My Friends
I AM: Everything I Am
I NEVER: Drink
I WISH: I Knew More

Next...


How evil are you?

And The Grand List Of Things I Did In 2005
(Things I Actually Did Are Bolded)

stayed single the whole year
got your first kiss(First Real Kiss Yea)
kissed someone new
made-out for the first time
made-out in/on a car
kissed in the snow
kissed in the rain
fell in love
had your heart broken
broke someone else's heart
had a stalker
had a good relationship with someone
questioned your sexual orientation
came out of the closet
gotten pregnant
gotten someone else pregnant
had an abortion
gotten married
had a divorce
had a gay marriage
kissed someone of the same sex
dated someone you'll never forget
done something you've regretted
lost your true love
lost faith in love
kissed under mistletoe
got a promotion
got a pay raise
changed jobs
lost your job
quit your job
dated a co-worker
dated your boss
dated your boss' daughter/son
got fired from your job
got straight As
met one teacher you really like
met one teacher you really hated
found the subject you love
failed a class
cut class
skipped school
got into a fight with a classmate
did something you were proud of
discovered a new talent
gave the teachers a reason to teach
proved yourself an idiot
embarassed yourself in front of the class
fell in love with a teacher
got a lead in the school play
made a varsity team
were involved in something you'll never forget
got sent to the office
painted a picture paint by numbers :)
wrote a poem
ran a mile
listened to music you couldn't stand
double-dipped
skinny-dipped
went to a sleepover
went camping
threw a surprise party
laughed till you cried
laughed till you peed in your pants
flirted shamelessly
visited a foreign country
visted a foreign state
cooked a disasterous meal
lost something important to you
got a gift you adore
realized something new about yourself
went on a diet
tried to gain weight
dyed your hair
came close to losing your life
someone close to you died
went to a party
drank alchohol
drank alchohol underage
did drug(s)
got drunk
got arrested
read a great book
saw a great movie
saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
saw your favorite band/artist live
saw someone famous in person


And Now For The Rant...

I Suppose Its Not Really A Rant...I Appologize For My False Advertising...Im Just Confused...Things Are Complicated And I Dont Know Where I Stand...I Dont Want To Push But I Wish I Was A Bit More Certain How Things Would Turn Out...I Mean I Know Whats Going On...And It Is The Right Thing...I Just Wish The Right Thing Would Work A Little Faster...And I Know It Cant...Its Patience...A Virtue Which I Lack...Along With Confidence When It Comes To The Opposite Sex...Which Returns Back To My Anxiousness...Bridges Have Not Been Burned...Chances Have Not Been Lost...Or At Least I Dont Think They Have...Maybe Im Just Out Of The Loop...Maybe Hes Just Wrong...What Should I Think?...What Do I Think?...Im Not Even Sure...Except That Nothing Has Changed...I Feel The Same...Does He? Has He Thought About It? I Worry Too Much...I Think Its A Problem...I Just Want Some Answers And Some Sure Things...Is That Too Much To Ask?...I'll Wait For Them...Whatever They May Be Because They're Worth It.

Swatch Forever.