-You See It, Igby? I Feel This Great, Great Pressure Coming Down On Me. It's Constantly Coming Down On Me. It's Crushing Me-

Sigh...

I Am Le Stressed...

I Am Not Going To Recap The Last Two Days Because It Seems Like A Daunting Task...Therefore...No

Before I Start On My List Of Stressedness I Shall Put In The Highlights Of The Last Two Days...

I Flew...Twice...
I Figured Out How To Make A Pinhole On The Editing Program...
Two Apparently Akward Situations That I Wasnt There For But Made Me Laugh...

Thats It...Sad I Know...Now On To The Badness...

1) Play Opens Tomorrow Night And My Group Are Idiots...We Have Run Once Properly And That Was For Tech...Ashley's Dumb...Some People Just Stand Around Doing Nothing...Gill's Pretty Awesome Tho...Rosie Just Snaps At Everyone...I Know What Im Doing For The Most Part...And At Least I Speak Loudly...I Think Only Half Of Us Can Be Heard From Stage...Im So Stressed About It...But I Can Fly!

2) My F&T Movie...We Haven't Finished Shooting And I Dont Know When We Will...And Editing Takes SO Long...But On The Plus Side I Learned Some Of The Editing Program Today And It Doesnt Frustrate Me:D

3) The Huge Ammount Of Lit Work I Havent Done...Nuff Said

4) Exams...I Mean They Count For 40% Of Our Mark...For Some Reason I Feel I've Learned Nothing...I Dont Like Exams...

5) Prom...I Have To Ask A Boy To Prom...There Are Two Parts To This Stress...A: I Dont Like Asking Boys...I Have A HUGE Fear Of Rejection Therefore I Aviod Asking...Its Generally Worked...Until Now...2) The Idea That I Have To Ask Someone Who I Dont Know Very Much About...That Makes Me More Nervous...In General...Je N'Aime Pas...

6) Work...I Have Work Among All These Other Stresses...I Need My Sleep...Waking Up At 4 AM Is Counter Productive

7) Jr. Play...Rehersals Start Next Tuesday...Its Not Stressful Yet But Im Sure Its Going To Be...Sigh

8) I Generally Have To Deal With People...Lately I Have Been Having More Problems With Dealing With People...Its Most Likely Because Of Stress...Imagine That...Im More Snappy Than Normal...Like Today I Told People Who Were Talking In The Multi-Purpose Room To Shut Up...And I Wasnt Nice About It...I Just Kinda Snapped...*Boo Hiss*...There Are Also Some Dumb/Arrogant/Incompetant People Who I Have To Deal With Daily Who I Have No Patience For...If You're Reading This I Would Say You Are 97% Safe Its Not You So Dont Worry

Generally Im Not Too Excited About The Next Two Weeks And I Need Lots Of Hugs...Hugs Make Everything Better...So If You Read This...Just Keep The Hugs Coming...

Swatch Forever.

*And So I'm Left, Short Of Breath, With That Heavy Feeling In My Chest*

So Today Was Kinda Boring Until The Very End...So We're Just Going To Briefly Synopsize The First Parts...

Lit = Boring.

History = Awesome Due To Billy Joel...We're Doing A Mini-Project Thing On "We Didn't Start the Fire"...This Is Awesome For Three Reasons...1) Its An Awesome Song...2)Duthie Put Me And Martha In The Same Group By Accident(HAHAHAHA)...3) We Got The Best Verse...I Mean It Has JFK, Beatlemania And British Politican Sex...What Else Do I Have To Say?...(AHAHAHA I Am Witty!:D)

Lunch = Fun...Drew And Will Visited And Martha's Pants Proved To Be Entertianing...And Not In The Usual Way...

F&T = Fun...We Put Up Anti-Linda Tape So She Can't Come Into Our Group Area...Lauren, Tasha And I Spent The Class Looking At Pictures And Deciding What To Write About Them For Our Scarpbook...FUN

Acting = Fun But Stressful...Fun Because I Got To Wear My Harness For Flying Which Made Me Feel Like Superman...Martha Thought It Looked Like I Was Wearing Bondage...Ok Fine...Martha And I Both Thought It Looked Like I Was Wearing Bondage...Anyways That Was Fun Till Megan Took It Away From Me So She Could Try It On...Our Run Through Didn't Go So Great And I'm Really Nervous About Opening On Thursday...EEEEE...Three Days...

After School = Boring And Consisted Of Me Not Doing Homework...Oops...

Then I Went And Picked Up Martha And We Went Aquacising!:D:D:D:D:D!!!!!!!...BEST THING EVER!...Matt, Mallory, Gill, Laura, Martha And I Went To Beban And Did Aquacise...1) It's A Lot Harder Than You'd Think...2) It's Just Hilarious...Martha And I Have Vowed To Go Every Monday...I'm Very Happy Right Now:D...But I'm Totally Going To Feel It In The Morning...Smeh...Martha Ended Up Forgetting Undergarments Which Was Really Entertaining...Especially When I Decided To Inform Mallory As He Was Writing On Her Pants...A Tee Hee Hee...Then Matt, Mallory, Martha And I Went To Timmy's Because Martha And I Felt Like Eating Something Healthy And Timmy's Was The Best Option...I Had Chicken Noodle Soup Which Made Me Happy...Martha And I Also Scared Matt And Mal Pretty Bad With Our Craziness...Oops...Anyways I Drove Martha Home And Here I Am...Yay!

Anyways That Was My Day...I Bid You Adieu...

Swatch Forever!

*Never Had To Make A Plan, Just Be A Little Piece Of A Bigger Man*

So This Weekends Actually Been Better Than I Thought It Would Be...

Friday I Had Filming Which Was Actually A Lot Of Fun...Mostly Because It Was Just Lauren, Cherie And I...We Decided If It Was Up To Us We Would Just Cut Tasha, Dana And Myles Out...They Do Relitively Nothing...Anyways We Had Fun...I Went Picture Happy...We Came Up With A Lit Inspired Title For The Film..."Ode To A Wrench"...We Were Pleased...We Got A Lot Done Too Which Was Good...Conner's Not As Gimped As We Thought...When Someone Shatters Their Wrist I Picture A Plaster Cast...He Has Like A Tensor Bandage...That's Nothing...Geez People...Anyways Conner Also Told Me My Laughter Sounds Like Creaking Bedsprings...I'm Not Really Sure How To Take That Comment...I Laughed But I Mean Seriously...I Don't Understand It...We Also Have Decided To Make A Scrapbook For Linda...The Three Of Us Are Really Happy About It...Anyways After Filming I Came Home And Went To Sleep Because I Had Work The Next Morning...

So At 4:40 On Saturday Morning I Couldn't Find My Apron...It's Kinda Important To Have My Apron To Go To Work...It Has My ID Card In It And I Need The Card To Get Inside...So I Had A Minor Freak Attack And Tore Around The House Trying To Find It...I Did Manage To Find It But I Was Really Scared For A Few Minutes...So Then At Work I Just Had To Face The Department...That Made Me Happy...Then At Like 6:30 I Was Wondering Where Amy Was Because She Was Supposed To Come In And Change All The Labels...But She Wasn't There...So I Figured She Was Either In A Different Part Of The Department (Our Department Is In Like Three Different Sections Of The Store) Or She Was Coming In At 7:00...Well Apparently She Called In Sick And No One Bothered To Come And Tell Tracy Or Me...So At 7:30 I Had To Start Doing Labels...Now I Don't Mind Doing Labels...But It Takes A While...And Labels Are ALL Supposed To Be Changed By 8:00 When The Store Opens...Well They Weren't And That's Just The Way The Cookie Crumbles...Tracy And I Finished Them Just As We Were Leaving At 10:00...So Our Department May Have Gotten Fined But Its Not Our Fault...Anyways

After Work I Came Home And Got Ready To Go And Film...So I Did And Then Ventured To Find Shady Mile Market...I Have Never Been There Before...I've Lived In Nanaimo For Almost 17 Years And Never Been To Shady Mile Market...So I Just Went In The Direction I Thought It Was And I Found It...I Made A Very Sharp Turn To Get Into The Parking Lot That Probably Was Illegal But Thats Not The Point...So I Got There And We Filmed For A While...Gill And Conner Froze...We Made A Shopping Cart Into A Camera Dolly And Created General Hi-Jinx...Then We Decided To Go On A Hunt For A Scrapbook For Our Film So Cherie, Lauren, Gill And I Went Around Town Trying To Find A Scrapbook We Liked...Many Pictures, Me Almost Killing Me And Cherie And Losing Gill And Lauren Later We Found One At Wal-Mart...Then We Eventually Ended Up At Laurens And Picked Out The Pictures We Wanted Then I Drove Cherie Home And Picked Up Martha For The Movie...

Martha's Internet Boy Came...That Was Hilarious...Girlfriend Shmerfriend...Anyways Brokeback Mountain Was Pretty Good...The Editing Was Horrible Though...Most Of The Cuts Were Terrible...But The Acting Was Awesome...YAY For Jake Gylenhall...Hes Pretty...Excpet With The Moustache...EEEEE...Anyways It Was All In All A Fun Night...There Was A Lot Of Inapporpriate Timing With Our Convos Because We Kept Bringing Up Martha Escapades While Kyle Was Attched To Her...(Hehehehe...I Mean...Oops)...Then Martha And Cora And I Went To Chapter Bucks...We Generally Complained About People...Mostly Boys...But We Always Do That...Martha Decided She Was Going To Not Do Anything About Kyle...Cora Is Planning The Slow And Painful Death Of Aden...And I...Well I'm Not Planning Anything...Oh Wait...Thats A Lie...I Have To Ask A Boy To Prom This Week...I'm Not Looking Forward To That...Not My Thing But I Don't Want To Go Stag...Or Go With Nole...Therefore I Am Stuck Between A Rock And A Hard Place...*Sigh*...Stupid Rocks...Then I Illegally Drove Martha And Cora Home And Went To Bed After Being Awake For 20 Hours...YAY Sleep!

Then I Woke Up To My Cell Ringing This Morning...S McG Didn't Go To Victoria So We Made Plans To Do Lit Work...Then I Went Back To Sleep...Then I Woke Up Again Cause Our Plans Changed...Then I Went Back To Sleep Again...Then I Decided I Wanted The Car So I Drove Mom To Work And Went A Bought Coconut Body Butter...:D:D:D:D...It Makes Me Happy!...Then I Came Home And Got Actually Dressed Cause I Just Threw On Clothes Before...Then I Went And Got Coffee And Went To Steph's...We Wasted Some Time Just Talking But Then We Got Some Work Done...We Still Have More But We Did Some...Then She Brought In Her Puppy Which Is The Cutest Thing EVER!...I Swear I Took Like 20 Pictures Of Her Cause She's Just That Adoreable...Then I Went And Picked Mom Up From Work...Then I Came Home And Did Chores...Then I Went And Got Martha

Martha And I Went To Chapter Bucks...(We Decided Being Highly Caffinated For History Study Sessions Is A Must)...We Ended Up Running Into Jessie Who Did The Cheorography For Cinderella...We Learned Some Really Hilarious Stuff...Which If You Ask Ill Tell You...But I Have To Inform Someone In Person Because It Would Make Me Happy...I Mean Really...I Swear No One Is Immune From The Awesomeness...*Sigh*...Stupid Awesomeness...Doesnt Help Me Any...Oh Well

Then We Went To History And Stood Around Waiting For Duthie For A While Then Went And Learned...We Started Making Letters Out Of Our Hands When We Weren't Allowed To Blurt Anymore...Then We Got Split Up For Jeparody...Our Team Lost...My Magic Button Didnt Work For A While And We Forgot To Write Our Final Jeparody Answer As A Question...Lame I Know...Then Martha And I Drove Home Singing At The Top Of Our Lungs...Which Was Awesome...And Now I Am Here...Still Caffinated And Not Sleepy At All...

Im Pretty Sure That This Is A HUGE Post So Ill Just Stop Now!

Swatch Forever!

*Coming Out Of My Cage And I've Been Doing Just Fine*

La La La...Whats New For Today...Acting Was Boring...And Stressful...We Open On Wednesday And We're SO Not Ready...We're Not As Bad As Some Of The Others But Im Still Nervous...I Mean Two Of The Three Days I Play Five Different Characters...Thats Hardcore!...Anyways Im Not Excited...Well Thats Not True...I Just Dont Like My Group Much...Its Lame...

Film And TV Is So Stressful Right Now Too...We Have Ten Days To Capture Sound And Edit BOTH Of Our Movies...Im So Stressed Its Not Funny...And None Of My Group Knows What To Do For Either...Dana Doesnt Do Anything...Neither Does Miles...Tasha's Never There And Cherie, Lauren And I Are Basically Left With Everything And We're Kinda Winging It...*Sigh*...*STRESS*...Anyways At Least Coras All Edit Pro...That Makes Me Happy...I Was Her Personal DJ During F&T Today Because I Had Nothing To Do...I Have To Go And Film In A While Which Im Not Excited About Either...Conner Needs Directions For EVERYTHING!...If There's One Thing Im Intolerant About Its People Not Being Able To Think For Themselves...That And Dumb People...Which Brings Me To Gill...I Love Gill But...Well...Martha Knows What Im Thinking...So Im Not Excited About The Whole Filming Thing...Lets Move On

Lunch Was Boring...I Think...I Just Remember Sitting Around Talking...OH! And Spencer, Glenn And Martha Trying To Keep Nole Away By Saying They Like Cock...Im Glad I Was Outside Of That One...I Think...Anyways...

History Was Boring...I Stopped Paying Attention...But Apparently I Have To Have A Handicap For Jeparody On Sunday...Im Very Upset...Slightly Flattered But Still Upset...That Means I Dont Get The Button...I Liked The Button...Smart People Shouldnt Be Punished...We Should Be Valued And Given Special Treatment...I Mean Look At Bill Gates...Geez...

Lit Was Boring...Though I Do Think We're Starting To Drive KLS Nuts...I Think She Almost Broke Down During Our Interpreting The Poem...Steph And I Think Its Foreshadowing...See We Know Our Lit Terms...

Then I Spent About An Hour In The Drama Room Waiting For Steph To Finish Her Audition For "Andrea Has Two Boyfriends"...I Really Was Just Avoiding As Much Lit As Possible (One Of My Great Skills)...So At Like 230 When She Finished We Went To Lit And Most People Had Left So We Just Picked Up The Provincial And Left...

Then I Went And Saw My Grandma In The Lantzville B&B...And Now I Am Here...I Have To Go Film In Like Half An Hour...I Hate School...Im Very Excited For Next Semester Though...We Only Have Ten Classes Left Till This Ones Done...YAY For New Classes...I Get To Spend 3/4 Classes With Martha, 3/4 Classes With Cora, and 3/4 Courses With Spencer...Those Are The Only People I Know Of So Far...Im Very Happy About Our Acting Class...Yay For Us!...Anyways I Should Go And Find Food Before I Go Film...*Sigh*...

Im Not Excited For This Weekend...Tomorrow I Have To Work At Five In The Morning...Then I Have To Go And Do More Filming *Shudder*...Then Im Going To Brokeback Mountain(YAY)...Then On Sunday I Have To Do SO MUCH Lit Its Horrible...So If You Want To Make My Weekend Better Either Come To The Movie Or...Well Thats About My Only Free Time So You'll Have To Think Of Something Yourself...I Dont Have Time To!...BYE!

Swatch Forever.

PS...I Am However Very Excited For Aquacise On Monday...I Mean Honestly...Its Aquacise...Everyone Should Be Doing It!...Why Arent You?

PPS...I Think Im Kinda Going Crazy Under The Lit/F&T/Acting Pressure...So Anything THat Sounds Crazy Just Blame It On Stress...BYE

*Cause I Know How It Feels, Filling In The Blanks*

So Today...I Slept In Cause Im Dumb...I Really Didnt Mean To...Not Saying I Regret It Though...Lying In Bed Just Doing Nothing Is Always Awesome...So I Ended Up Missing Acting...Oosh...

Then F&T Was Really Boring...I Spent The Whole Class Just Reading Stuff On Quentin Tarentino...Which In Itself Is Interesting But Kinda Boring When Your Not In The Mood...

Then Lunch Was Fun...Martha And I Have Decided To Go To Aquacise On Monday...We're Going To Show People Who Are The Hottest Girls In The Drama Room...Screw Everyone Else...We're Very Excited...

History Was Boring...I Zoned Out A Lot And Cant Remember Much...

Lit Was As Boring As Ever Until Cora Started Drawing...She Drew "Willizilla", "Spencerstein" And Me As A Fawn From Narnia...Apparently I Really Remind People Of A Fawn...Im Not Sure If I Should Be Offended Or Not...Anyways Then I Learned Some Interesting Stuff From McG Which I Will Return To After...

Then Martha And I Decided To Go Get Starbucks...I Swear We've Been There Everyday For The Past Week...Its Sad...Then We Went And Walked Around The Mall Cause We're Awesome...And Now We're Here...We're Going To Watch Pulp Fiction Later Partly For My Project And Partly Just Cause...Marthas Reading Cosmo...Im Here Blogging...YAY...

Anyways Back To My Interesting Stuff...People Are Horrible...I Mean I Cant Believe What Some People Will Do Just To Make Life Easier For Themselves...Like It Really Helps In This Instance Anyways...(Ha On Beanie...Martha Knows Who I Mean)...I Mean Really...Lying To People And Making Them Feel Guilty When They're Your Friends? Not Cool AT ALL...I Mean I Wasnt Really Happy With Beanie Anyways But I Could Accept It But Now...Nope Sorry...Beanie's In My Bad Books...(And Not The Fun Bad Books Either)...I Mean Really...I Cant Get Over It...I Will Just Wrap This Up With My Saying, "People Are Stupid".

I Have Nothing To Do Tomorrow Night So If You're Free And Want To Do Something Call Me Or Tell Me Or Whatever...(That Is Assuming Someone Actually Reads This Other Than Martha)...Apparently We're Going To A Movie On Saturday And Not Bowling...Cora Says Brokeback Mountains Playing But Shes Crazy So I Think We're Going To Fun With Dick And Jane...(Huzzah!...Not)...Anyways Im Out.

Swatch Forever!

*Is It Enough To Love? Is It Enough To Breathe?*

Lets See...Today...I Had Coffee In My New Thermos...(Simple I Know...But Highly Exciting)I Had A History Test That I Knew More Than I Thought...Except About The Last Written Question...Totally Made That One Up...Oosh...

Then I Had Lit...Which Was Boring Until We Started To Make Fortune Tellers...Its Devin's Fault Really...But The Rest Of Us Got Sidetracked...Once Again Oosh...

Then I Had Lunch...That Really Was Nothing Important...

Then Drama...My Harness Was Up But We Didnt Get To Play With It...I Hit Myself With My New Lute Alot...Me+Lute=Badness...We Also Learned That Conner Has Broke His Wrist Which Not Only Fucks With Our Play But Also With My F&T Project Which Is Fucked Enough As It Is...We Do Well Enough Without Conner Screwing It Up More...Im Really Stressed About That...Not So Much Fun...

Then We Had To Start Editing In F&T...I Hate Editing...I Have Very Little Computer Patience...Anyways...

Then I Went To The Lantzville B&B Because My Grandparents Are Staying There Cause Their Appartment Was Flooded...Then I Went To Superstore To Tell The People Im Going To Stay At My Job Even Tho Im Only Going To Get Like One Shift A Month...Im Going Job Hunting Anyways (If You Hear Of Anything Let Me Know:D)...Im Going To Apply At The Source Dispite The Fact That I Find That Guy Who Works There Creepy...No I Dont Mean Kmart...And Apparently Save On Is Hiring...Anyways...Then I Went And Bought Crash On DVD Cause Its So Awesome...It Only Cost Me $10...:D...

And Now I Am Here...Im Really Excited About Being SM For The Junior Play!!!!!...Yay Me!...Thats About It...

Me And Martha Are Trying To Plan A Bowling Trip For This Saturday...Leave A Comment If You Want To Come...Anyways Thats It For Now Except Boys Are Still Dumb And Not Giving Me Anything To Go On Which Is Still Frustrating...But What Can You Do? Not Alot. Anyways Im Out.

Swatch Forever!

In The Middle Of Time...

So I Have Decided To Resurect My Blog...Therefore I Have Deleted All The Crap I Posted And Am Reposting The Fun Stuff...I Need A Place To Rant And Here Seems Good...So I'm Going To Do All Kinds Of Fun Stuff First And At The End Of The Post Rant...If You Don't Like Fun Skip To The Rant...If You Dont Like Rants Just Have Fun...If You Like Neither You Are Clearly In The Wrong Place...

FUN!

I AM: Me?
I WILL ALWAYS: Trust Myself
I MISS: Quebec
I SMELL: Nothing Right Now...
I CRAVE: Answers
I WORRY: Too Much
I REGRET: Not Doing Things
I LOVE: Music
I DANCE: To Crappy Music
I SING: Really Loud When I Drive Alone
I CANT STAND: School
I LOST: Something
I LIKE: If You Dont Already Know You're Outside The Loop
I LISTEN: More Than People Realize
I CAN BE FOUND: Inside My Head
I NEED: My Friends
I KNOW THAT: Things Work Out
I HOPE: Things Start To Work Out
I WANT: Happiness
I AM ALWAYS: Thinking
I CRY: More Than People Think
I FELL: Down
I WILL: Trust
I WONT: Back Down
I THINK: Therefore I Am
I SHOULD: Not Be Afraid
I COULD: Do Anything
I WOULD: Turn Your World Upside Down
I DIDNT: Trust Myself
I LOOK: To The Past To See The Future
I HEAR: Music
I HURT: Seldomly
I HATE: School
I FEAR: Failure
I DONT: Believe Enough
I FEEL: Calm
I CARE: For Others
I AM ALWAYS TRYING TO: Succeed
I HIDE: Alot Of Things
I WRITE: Less Than I Used To...I Should Start Again
I PLAY: In My Mind
I LEARN: From Others
I WILL BE: Strong
I SAY: What I Feel
I DONT THINK: I Have What It Takes
I LOVE TO: Imagine
I ALWAYS: Am Here For You
I HAVE: A Facination With People
I BELIEVE: In My Friends
I AM: Everything I Am
I NEVER: Drink
I WISH: I Knew More

Next...


How evil are you?

And The Grand List Of Things I Did In 2005
(Things I Actually Did Are Bolded)

stayed single the whole year
got your first kiss(First Real Kiss Yea)
kissed someone new
made-out for the first time
made-out in/on a car
kissed in the snow
kissed in the rain
fell in love
had your heart broken
broke someone else's heart
had a stalker
had a good relationship with someone
questioned your sexual orientation
came out of the closet
gotten pregnant
gotten someone else pregnant
had an abortion
gotten married
had a divorce
had a gay marriage
kissed someone of the same sex
dated someone you'll never forget
done something you've regretted
lost your true love
lost faith in love
kissed under mistletoe
got a promotion
got a pay raise
changed jobs
lost your job
quit your job
dated a co-worker
dated your boss
dated your boss' daughter/son
got fired from your job
got straight As
met one teacher you really like
met one teacher you really hated
found the subject you love
failed a class
cut class
skipped school
got into a fight with a classmate
did something you were proud of
discovered a new talent
gave the teachers a reason to teach
proved yourself an idiot
embarassed yourself in front of the class
fell in love with a teacher
got a lead in the school play
made a varsity team
were involved in something you'll never forget
got sent to the office
painted a picture paint by numbers :)
wrote a poem
ran a mile
listened to music you couldn't stand
double-dipped
skinny-dipped
went to a sleepover
went camping
threw a surprise party
laughed till you cried
laughed till you peed in your pants
flirted shamelessly
visited a foreign country
visted a foreign state
cooked a disasterous meal
lost something important to you
got a gift you adore
realized something new about yourself
went on a diet
tried to gain weight
dyed your hair
came close to losing your life
someone close to you died
went to a party
drank alchohol
drank alchohol underage
did drug(s)
got drunk
got arrested
read a great book
saw a great movie
saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
saw your favorite band/artist live
saw someone famous in person


And Now For The Rant...

I Suppose Its Not Really A Rant...I Appologize For My False Advertising...Im Just Confused...Things Are Complicated And I Dont Know Where I Stand...I Dont Want To Push But I Wish I Was A Bit More Certain How Things Would Turn Out...I Mean I Know Whats Going On...And It Is The Right Thing...I Just Wish The Right Thing Would Work A Little Faster...And I Know It Cant...Its Patience...A Virtue Which I Lack...Along With Confidence When It Comes To The Opposite Sex...Which Returns Back To My Anxiousness...Bridges Have Not Been Burned...Chances Have Not Been Lost...Or At Least I Dont Think They Have...Maybe Im Just Out Of The Loop...Maybe Hes Just Wrong...What Should I Think?...What Do I Think?...Im Not Even Sure...Except That Nothing Has Changed...I Feel The Same...Does He? Has He Thought About It? I Worry Too Much...I Think Its A Problem...I Just Want Some Answers And Some Sure Things...Is That Too Much To Ask?...I'll Wait For Them...Whatever They May Be Because They're Worth It.

Swatch Forever.